There are too many things I could be doing, that I usually sit and do much of nothing. I'd like to narrow the options. Or at least organize them in some sort of logical way, that I can hone in and choose one thing at a time, given a bout of time. Used to be as simple as puffing some smoke, satisfying an urge, and letting my thoughts roam. Those were days. Somehow I grew up and found myself depressed and anxious.
Well, that's how the professionals term it. Oh pity, but not me, plz. Just gotta find a way to deal with things productively. I am too materialistic and like collecting niceties that are fetching. Perhaps keep in mind downsizing, or getting rid of things. Oh the collector in me hates this, but I did read that popular magic tidying-up book, and that led to much improvements in handling my spaces.
There will be rough patches and happy times, and there will prolly be a lot of in betweens still to come. Well, I should be more disciplined with my medicines, apparently my lack of energy is both physical and psychological now, at least when not kept up on with meds. Perhaps some energy towards organizing. I'll plan to attempt further ruminations in private space. Oh anons, keep the good fight up.