Well, some interesting events and a feeling of welcoming life, has me... feeling... new? Well, o.k., "new" has to settle, that's all. At least I have something to focus on right now. Today shall be #1 with no tobacco or vaping. I'm in the first phase of using nicotine replacement therapy, in the form of nicotine lozenges. I guess to satisfy my wish for clarity, I finished my last cigarette yesterday [Friday:2016:06:03 - for my own reference point] before getting out of my car, upon returning home after the work day was done. ('round = 5pm'ish)
I have a general feeling of "I should be doing better than I am [right/by] now" as well as "wow, life is swell". It's o.k., I'm handling it. I guess I can sum this up with focus of: Let's find our natural rhythm with [this].
I'll prolly be adding another post sometime later today. I guess it's just one of those Saturdays :).