But my work led me into a hospital again for another ~2 week excursion. I feel, personally, that I improved the lives of some fellow dear souls and tender hearts, as well as possibly providing an upward path to some lovely characters. It's been deep, raw, real, wow. I got to know myself in a bit broader fashion as well.
It provided a 2 week span where I could exist without smoking or nicotine of any kind too. I haven't checked my weight yet, but I think ..... umm... well, I rock ?
Anyway, I had some time to devote to starting a very in depth study of a chosen T'ai Chi Ch'uan form that I intend to follow into my day to day life in the real world. omg, its good, its really fantastically good. I lended some energies into dipping my feet into hatha yoga. I gained a deeper appreciation for the concept of '36 chambers of Shaolin' and the energy and discipline required in such a path (which i know I am at some point within, already, which is quite an intense feeling). I am more curious about the concept of Taoist immortality. I am closer to zen. And I still lean towards believing that levitation is possible.
I shall return to work on Monday, and look forward to experiencing my working routine in a fresh light.
I have faith in the tools I have aquired as of now, as well as the power of my personal faith and will.
If all goes well this weekend, I'll be messing with at least 2-3 different video games. I may see my brother and sister in law, and their kids. It's her 2 older children's birthday celebration thing this weekend, so I need to take a trip and get some artfully and humbly selected gifts for each of them today.
ummm. I should stick to meditation twice a day starting today in the free world (outside hospital), as well as dynamic strength, and some tai chi studies. Man, I really feel good right now, u blogger readers out there. I really do.
So with a heartfelt appreciation for u spending some time reading this post, may ur day be ~peaceful..