Just some mentions about my recent mindednesses. I'm struggling to engage video games, as is habitual I guess. I'm trying to adjust to a tighter budget, and make more mindful and wise choices. (less income, higher health insurance premiums, rent went up). yadda yadda yadda. I have a desire to purge some possessions, but I'm having trouble rationalizing it. As in, logic of keeping, vs peace of mind in letting go, of fill-in-the-blank. I'm rolling around the idea in my head, of sensory inputs having influence or at least some 'effect' on my person. What movie I may watch, or book I may read, e.g. "fiction or non-fiction tonight?" Pr0n, I'd be curious to discover if there's any validity in keeping this sensory pasttime, hmm. Life does seem to be simpler without a 'bonafide' significant other. In fact, recently I decided not to indulge impulses of wanting to 'pursue' for purpose of courtship/mate.
And I think I do desire to resume my practices of visceral real experience. hehe, lovely words ya? Meditation. qi-gong. tai-chi. yoga. handling/dancing my double edge possessions. I dunno. "Meaning" sometimes flitters in and out of my awareness, on things, it seems.
Well. I'll also note my desire to seriously break open this Java programming book, and hopefully, Finally Get A Handle on this "object-oriented" nonsense. And there's more or less a goal to shoot for in this vane.
And... blah. Go figure :x